hey hello !

I am fine. How was the day? My day almost a same, day by day. Here I am, without job, without earning per month, without cash, and nobody beside me, I left a both of my kids in their grand ma, and my last wife not yet receiving me be her husband again caused by not enough cash. Now you know about of me. This news from me not scam, not fake, not fraud. But I dont know much about of you. I have principle of life, way of life, " no forgive for all scammer! ". And I wish you not include between them.

2012-01-19T08:29:00.001-08:00

Entertain myself!Entertain myself!

2011-09-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

Hei hello, I wanna introduce myself. My name benny, 40 years old, divorched, two kids, Iqbal 10 years and Vanesa 7 years. I would like to make friendship (or maybe business) with you if you dont mind. I stay alone in myself home. My occupation is self worker, I do any thing to produce a cash, for myself and my kids. I would like to know some people, with their inovasion, smart, diligent, health, powerful, natural. My email blosesloher@gmail.com, and my facebook is "benny cari duit". I graduated from high school. Ever take a collage, I wanna change story about of me. Be BETTER. About of everything. Weather, economic, movie, human habit, hobbies, politics, country/resident, and everyday association, etc. Wish me LUCK! And lets get it on!

The Most Mystery of Human Ages.The Most Mystery of Human Ages.

2011-08-05T04:35:00.000-07:00

Today, august 5, 2011, I am 40 years old. Its mean, if my God give me quota for my age 60 years, I have spent 40 years. And 20 years more, I will stay a life on this earth. To keep this friendship, to looking for Better Life, to care my kids(Iqbal & Vanesa), to respon any commen in social network, to Make My Dream Come True(altough Its, for this time heard Imposible. But Life, is Miracle. Thanks to my God of Allah SWT, for All Gifts.

But ages, for His Created is The Most Mystery. We never know "WHEN TIME UP". It could be short and or long. Usually, we don't wanna know "HOW, WHEN, WHERE, WHY" about of "time is up".

2011-07-12T09:54:00.001-07:00

I am, Atqo Benyamin, was born on August 5th, 1971 in Jombang, East Java, Indonesia.

Graduated from High School on 1991. Take a college in several University, never graduated.

Recently place, in the village, where I was spent my kids time.

Occupation Self employee, do anything to produce cash.

Marital status divorched. Had two kids, leave in their grandma.

Economic complicated/equal with poverty.

My religion Moslem. Trust in God.

I use English for my second language.

I like to talk clearly, and to the point.

I am easy to angry, jelaeous, envy, vengeance, grudge. Revenge, I never feel comfort before it done!
I have a little of patient. Sometime, you never know me, when I am realy realy angry.

In business I am a seriously one. I am a good enough.

I am not an army, police, navy, mariner, detective, secret service. I am just ordinary/civil/citizen.

I like to browsing an internet. I like to know something new. Hi tech. Science. Art. Language. Etc.

Hopes. I hope can to take a college till graduated, Master of Art, or in Language or in History. I hope will have a better life, better job, better earn, better cash, better deposite, better car, better motorbike, better home, better association. I hope I can fulfil my kids, Iqbal and Vanesa, for their necessary. I hope will get a better soulmate.

Believe. I believe, that the life is the beginning way of long way to the God. I trust there is live after die. I trust Hell and Heaven. Hell for our bad habits and Heaven for our good habits. Good in religion of Islamic, is diffirent with good in general opinion.

I am not a abrave one.

I do what I want to do, and have a believe to do, and have a brave to do.

I look a goodness in every one, but they mean it, in diversification ways of life. Bad and good ways.

2011-07-10T09:40:00.001-07:00

Dalam terang, tersembunyi gelap. Dalam gelap, tersembunyi keterangan.

Dalam hidup yang terang benderang ini, ada kegelapan kegelapan. Mungkin kita mendengar, tapi tak dapat mengetahui siapa yang berbicara, maksudnya apa. Hanya terdengar begitu saja, menimbulkan 1001 prasangka yang bukan bukan. Entah ucapan itu tertuju kepada kita, atau kepada orang lain. Lain lagi jika ada orang datang kekita, lalu berbicara yang menyakitkan telinga, mungkin kita dapat berbuat sesuatu. Tapi ini hanya terdengar. Tanpa ada visualisasi.

Hidup. Dari kegelapan ke kegelapan yang lain. Berakhir dengan kegelapan abadi.(kematian).

Pengetahuan adalah cahaya ditengah kegelapan!

Agama Islam(al qur'an&hadits) adalah cahaya ditengah kegelapan!

Dan gelap seperti itu, yang terasa sore ini, menembus kedua batas. Tak terkenali. Tak terdeteksi. Sikap yang baik dalam menanggapinya hanya diam. Memang dalam hati pun balas memaki, tapi tanpa arah yang jelas. Tanpa tepat sasaran.

2011-07-09T07:00:00.001-07:00

Aku masih hidup. Beberapa tetangga meninggal dunia, ada yang karena usia lanjut, ada yang karena hal lain, overdosis, kesetrum listrik, ditembak mati, kelindas kereta api saat main layang layang, ada yang jatuh kejungkel tewas, saat motornya melindas polisi tidur, dan ia tak ingat untuk berpegangan pada yang nyetir motor, karena posisinya dibonceng. Ada juga yang mati kebledosan mercon, ada yang mati tabrakan motor kecepatan tinggi, dan lain lain.

Dari sekian kematian disekitar kita, kita saksikan, kita tahu, kita lihat, dan kita doakan agar dialam sesudahnya, dapat kebaikan dari perbuatan baik yang telah dilakukan! Seakan kita tetap hidup untuk menyaksikan semua itu! Kenyataannya, kita hanya menunggu giliran. Entah dengan peristiwa seperti apa. Atau karena sebab yang remeh dan tak terpikirkan? Atau karena peristiwa hebat dan heroik? Atau mati bersama manusia lain dalam suatu bencana hebat? Atau karena hal lain? Kita sebagian besar, tak ingin tahu, bagaimana hal itu kan terjadi. Kita lupakan dengan segala aktifitas kita.

Poor dead! Rich dead! Miskin mati! Kaya pun mati! Biar miskin atau kaya, kematian itu akan datang.

Sebagaimana kita doakan orang orang yang telah mendahului kita dengan doa doa yang baik, akankah seperti itu juga, jika kita tiada kelak, atau malah disambut suka cita gembira? Tanpa belasungkawa dan duka cita? Kita tak akan pernah tahu. Hanya orang orang yang lebih tua dari kita mengajarkan demikian, dan kitapun lakukan dengan tunduk patuh tanpa pertentangan, karena mendoakan orang yang telah tiada dengan doa kebaikan adalah hal yang sepatutnya.

Aku sekarang hidup dijaman ini, sejak tahun 1971 hingga entah kapan. Ini jamanku. Beda jamanku. Beda jaman yang akan datang. Beberapa orang tergilas jaman, dan merasai dalam keadaan masih hidup segar bugar. Akankah perilaku yang kita kerjakan juga akan dikerjakan oleh generasi berikutnya? Yang serba spekulatif, serba cepat, serba ringkas, serba instan, serba berani, kita tak pernah tahu.

permintaam , maaf secara umum kepada Ibu Windy dan CV.Global Atlantik Pratama

2010-10-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

Saya, ATQO BENYAMIN, dengan ini menyatakan PERMINTAAN MAAF DITUJUKAN KEPADA IBU WINDY DAN CV.GLOBAL ATLANTIK PRATAMA alamat RUKO GATEWAY BLOK D NO.6, WARU, SIDOARJO, INDONESIA! Dan segala hal komentar saya yang lalu tentang beliau, bersama ini saya batalkan dan atau keliru dalam hal menulis!!(Jum’at 22 Oktober 2010)

Here I am, ATQO BENYAMIN, ASK APPOLOGIZED TO MRS.WINDY AND CV.GLOBAL ATLANTIK PRATAMA address RUKO GATEWAY BLOK D NO.6, WARU, SIDOARJO, INDONESIA! And all comment about her is NOT TRUE and or MY MISTAKES ! (Friday October 22, 2010)

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edit my blog

2010-09-06T04:09:00.001-07:00

editing my blog and learn more to make it better than the last. and I dont know much about it!

NOW I SEARCHING AND RESEARCHING TO MAKE BETTER MY BLOG.

2010-09-04T15:23:00.001-07:00

HOW MANY TIME I SPENT TIME TO ARRANGE MY BLOG. THATS MOST INTERESTING.

MY NOTIFICATION

2010-09-04T13:54:00.001-07:00

DEARS LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, BEFORE YOU CONTINEU TO MAKE CO OPERATE WITH ME FOR SOME PROJECT, I SUGGESTION YOU TO READ FIRST MY NOTIFICATION. AND HERE MY NOTIFICATION. " I WOULD LIKE TO CONTINUE THIS BUSINESS, AND FOR PROBABILITY CHARGE FOR THE NEXT, FOR EXAMPLE : DIPLOMATICS FEE, RE ACTIVATING ACCOUNT PAYMENT, COURIER SERVICE CHARGE, MAXIMUM SECURITY CHARGE, AIRPORT CLEARANCE CHARGE, LAWYER TAX, AND ANY COST, WILL DEPEND ON YOU. EXACTLY. ITS MEAN, YOU RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL COST, TILL ITS FUND ACCEPTED BY ME. AFTER ALL I RECEIPT WITHOUT RISKS, I WILL PAY BACK TO YOU, ALL EXPENSES AND ALSO YOUR SHARE. AND HERE I AM, WOULD LIKE TO HELP YOU TO BE YOUR FOREIGNER PARTNER, AND OR, TO BE YOUR GUIDE/ASSIST, AND OR, TO BE THE NEXT OF KIN". IF YOU AGREE WITH MY NOTIFICATION, I WILL PLEASE YOU TO CONTINUE THAT PROJECT. I MAKE THIS CONCLUSION DUE MY RECENTLY FINANCIAL. AND IF YOU DO NOT AGREE, ITS MEAN, ALL YOUR MESSAGES/EMAIL, WILL AUTOMATICALLY SUSPECT, DENY, AVOID AND THEN THROW AWAY TO MY RECYCLE BIN SYSTEM. THATS SIMPLE ENOUGH TO UNDERSTOOD. THANKS AND HAVE A NICE DAY.